Terrible JOKES

Jokes are defined as something that is amusing or ridiculous, especially because of being ludicrously inadequate or a sham; a thing, situation, or person laughed at rather than taken seriously.. . .

but I dont see it funny at all
Maybe because they are such TERRIBLE class clown where they cant really differentiate good jokes that would make people laugh and bad jokes that would hurt people's feeling

I really hate the feeling for all this.. .. .
taking me as a subject with a boy making it an item for joke... . .
I didnt want to be so close to any guy in my class for a reason..
Well obviously to avoid all this.. . ..
Stupid name callings
Stupid face mimicking
all going lovey dovey~

if I happens to like that guy this would be really fun
But I happens to not like that guy~
I'm not that of a sporting type of girl compared to other girls because I take things like this really seriously.. ..
If I like him,
I would give chances
If not. ..
I would not create HOPEs.. . .

Today in class..
A fellow friend of mine
happens to be called up to the front
& he was asked to pick any girl..
Okay he was shy and I was definitely hoping it was not me
& bingo.. ..

I was called up by other betrayers a good friend of his called me up~
I wanted to be sporting
so I walk up towards him
But the funny part of this activity was
you are require to look at the partner's eyes
which was something that I cant do.. . .
I cant just look at someone's eyes knowing that the guy had a bit crush on me
What if that creates hope...
I so do not want to see if his eye's pupils expands~
& so, I told the lecturer I have BOY PHOBIA which made the whole class laughing like mad
leaving him behind as I went back to my seat... .

I hated the way my classmates take this as a cruel joke to him and to me... .
In a way, I'm so afraid that they are creating hope to him making me like him
& everytime I did what I just did to him (eg. leaving him behind saying that I have BOY PHOBIA) would make him more embarrassed as he already am.. .

I'm also afraid that I'm stuck with him since people might take us as a couple
which leaves me no chance with other boys... .

GOD DAMN it are they terrible JOKERS !!!