In Dilemma~

I really have no idea what I want in Life~
So, TELL ME WHAT I WANT IN LIFE ??
The overly complicated decision that I need to make in life is stressting the Hell out of me!!

my final Test is drawing closer as my mood nowadays swings to a more moodier wheather...
Progress arent working for my test as I'm not understanding what I'm studying~

Having to work all alone doing 10 person's assignment without proper help is also slaughtering me alive!!

they are so many things that I wish to let loose
I want to be finally be able to say I QUIT
I want out in LIFE
I want ...
I want..

( Sigh )

LIFE isnt fair or am I just thinking too damn much ??

here, I'm liking a guy which i was afraid to confess~
Is it telling him that ''I LIKE you'' that difficult ??
Actually telling him was not a problem
It's the after-math I'm worry about

See, I'm planning that no matter what, I wont want to work in Malaysia~
I'll definately migrate out from this country
But if out relationship ever develope,
We will be seperated by trillion miles away~

It wont be fair is it ??
sigh~ kill me!!

Yesterday, I purposely ask a few Questions that may lead me to his answer
But, he didnt really answered me~

So hating this feeling~