Tired Of .. . .

I'm so tired..
Having to do this and that
Helping others doing this and that
But have they ever noticed that sometimes I just need some rest ??

I tired of Him~
having to chase after false dreams
althought I knew it from the beginning

But have he ever said that he was after me?
or giving some little hint that this is all worth my time doing??
sms-ing him althought I didnt wish to just to get a reply..
How sickening and pathetic can I get ?

I wonder how long will it get for me to get over this TIRED life of mine..