Please Understand~

Please understand that I need some time alone my dear parents
I know by now, you would think that I'm so irresponsible
Switching off my phone just like that
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I know that your worry mum. . .
I would too if I'm in your shoes
If I were to hear my daughter crying so sadly on the other line
Crying her little lungs out
Coughing her little tonsils until it swells

but, at this stage, I just want to be alone
Let me think for a while without distraction

I'm so sorry if I were to cause you sleepless nights thinking about me
But PLEASE UNDERSTAND,
I'm FINE
I wont do something as silly as suicide just because of this small issue
It's so not worth it if i die..

So please dont worry
I LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD
so, PLEASE UNDERSTAND ~