Things are still just the same . . I'm still stupidly naive~

I'm still stupidly naive
Really wished I could say it out loud
But what happened was really something to be kept a secret

* No If it's something intimate happened between a man and a women, you got me WRONG
Nothing LIKE That HAPPENed~ ==''

But still, this is nothing to be proud off telling or even writing here
Just a few comments

I didnt know that I'm still this childish and naive
I didnt know that my stupidity is this shockingly high~

If this is ever read by my . . . . . ,
I dont even know how to face him . .
Of course I still understands that what had already happened is already a reality
A reality that I no longer have the control to say I didnt want it to happen . .
So I'm facing it . .
Just this time . .
No MORE ~
NOT any more . .
I SWEAR ~