CLUE

After the awkward embarrassing thing I did,
Images of . . . seem to be running . . . .

Well, I had a terrible night
as I always do nowadays
I wonder what is happening . . .
Somehow, I think I'm having INSOMNIA which is really bad
I couldnt get to sleep no matter how much I toss & turn around~
I even ate sleeping pills - really desperate to get some good night sleep
but still, I would be able to linger around until 2am

Well the clue I am mentioning is - dreams
Somehow we do know that dreams symbolizes what we are unable to do at our waking life
& funny thing is I . . . . . . him during the day & still thinks about him at my not so waking part of my life.

In my dream well, arent dreams the sweetest . .
he did something really unexpected where in the waking part of the life I think it would be -
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE ! ! !

lol

but something bad happen in the end
So i wonder if that's a clue to not mention all this ever again and still be friends
. . . .

OH MY GOD !!!

my homework is killing me and now all this. . .
Maybe I should have kept quite ~

FRustration is so taking over ~