There !!!! I DID IT !!!!

I CONFESSED ! ! ! !
OMG I CONFESSED ! ! ! !


I dont know as to if I should be proud of myself
Or to actually hate myself for doing that
I confessed to the guy I had a . . . . . on for 15 months now
I feel DUMB maybe he dont feel the same way
But I felt the feeling is hanging on too long~

I get MAD easily when he makes insensitive jokes
I get HAPPY easily too when he makes caring compliments
He gets my emotions all ups and downs. .
He gets my emotions all high and low . .
HE was someone that meant a lot to me. .

BUT,

Somehow, deep down
I had a felling that things would not end up the way I wanted it to be
Maybe I was not the girl with the long silky smooth black hair
I was not the girl with a voice like an angel
I was not the girl with fair pallid skin
I was not the girl with long beautiful legs
I was not the ONE~

well to tell the truth,
When ever I had a chance going out with him,
I would take every chance I had looking at his hands
How big it would be covering mine
And HOW I wish that the thought of that comes true

I WONT DENY NOW

I LIKE HIM ! ! ! !

I sigh a lot thinking about the message I've send
knowing that he'll read the content soon
Will he acknowledge my presences ??
Or AM I just ANOTHER FRIEND ??

sigh~