I called that DUMB~

Although it's more to innocent
Well I dont really get what BOYS think
but I do know EGO~

Which book of BOYS & GIRLS said that BOYS should always pay for a female FRIEND ??
Which Book of BOYS & GIRLS said that BOYS should not take back money from a FEMALE FRIEND ??

If I were to come across such a book, I'll definitely BURN it !!!
DUMB BOOK!! not to mention WORTHLESS!!!

I'm really unhappy just now as to what had happened~
I was going for my lunch with my friends (newly met friends)
OKAY & I get it, if everyone wants to be nice
But I definitely do not want to be a burden to anyone

This guy friend of mine is really nice to me
& I felt that we should have a border between us as in I should not take advantage of people's kindness towards me
so, today when he bought me sandwiches, I paid him back which he refused to take
I dont understand !! ! !
I DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL ! !

JUST TAKE THE MONEY !!!
I hate owing people favors especially when he kept on helping me
I felt as thought I had become someone's burden !! & I hate that feeling

UnFORTUNELY when he kept on refusing to take the money & I kept on forcing him to take
It was said that I was trying to make him look bad which I had no idea I was doing it
I was totally clueless of my action until a friend of mine told me after he left with another guy

I had no IDEA THAT GUYS WERE THAT EGOISTIC!!

He made me felt really bad when he left with another guy very soon after eating and then not bothered to even say bye
I guess he was mad~

That friend of him on the other hand really am inconsiderate
I mean come on
you dont have to tell me so many times as I am not deaf
Kept on saying that I nag~

Besides I was talking to another friend so why do he need to bother if I talk a lot or whatever
isnt what he's doing called ease-dropping ??
didnt he know that it's damn RUDE ??
sigh~
I discuss the matter with some friends there who is still sitting there
well~ it was a situation where one is too generous and another who did not want to owe anyone anything

= =''

MONEY is so important!!
Why did he bother to even refuse~
I'm not that poor
Sandwiches by far I still can handle