Sunday, January 16, 2011

sigh~

I deactivated my account in FB today
Well maybe seeing him online and not chatting with him
is a bit how to you say ...
anyway, I felt as though I was always the one who initiates the first move
How I wish that I was a boy and not a GIRL~

I'm still a little depressed or should I say unhappy about his insensitive remarks
I wont say I am giving up because I know it wont work
Because if it does, it would have already work LONG TIME AGO

But I am going to take a rest from all this. ..
I would stop the messages from now until Chinese New Year comes so to give him a wish
other then that,
I would now disconnect my world with the outside world for a while
other then meeting people outside, e-mails, and my blog

* depressed ~

2 comments:

random reader. =) said...

Girl..

There are so many boys out there. You can always find another one. As nobody is perfect, you got to accept his weakness and advantage.

Why you deactivate your FB account?
You can block him or make a list put his name in it then appear offline only for the list.

Last word, you got to explore and find out what you want from life. That's make life interesting and
enjoyable. But there is always ups and downs in life. Overcome your problems and you will be stronger.

Michelle SYC said...

But I just cant be bothered with other boys. LOL~ maybe you're right, it's time to explore at least to give myself a chance with others..

Thanks =)